Showing posts with label Mark. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Mark. Show all posts

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Earthquake

Sometimes spur of the moment decisions can be really stupid. I'm blaming the emotion I was feeling hearing and seeing the earthquake news. It was and still is utterly devastating, my heart is just breaking for all of the people affected. I guess when something like that happens the first thing you wonder is if you know anyone who lives there. I am 90% sure all the kiwis I know live on the north island but then for some reason I thought of you. I actually thought you lived in Auckland or Levin or somewhere? Anyway I typed your name into facebook and bang, there you were. At least I thought it was you, looks too young, but maybe you've just aged incredibly well? The school finishing year seemed right though. So in a spur of the moment decision i messaged you. Why? As I remember things you were pretty disgusted with me last time I saw you. I don't blame you, I behaved so very badly. I was a pretty screwed up girl back then, wasn't I? In my defence, I had just lost my father and I think a lot of it was in reaction to that. Anyway, regardless of all that, i just wanted to say to you that I am sorry for my bad form and I would be grateful if you didn't dislike me for it. Also I wanted to thank you for being amazing back then, I had a lot of fun going to bands with you and I am forever grateful that you made me buy that Chills album. My daughter is a huge Chills fan and she plays it often, I guess that's why you have been popping up in my memory recently. I really hope you are well and happy Mark and I guess I hope you have some good memories too. Dx

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