Sometimes spur of the moment decisions can be really stupid. I'm blaming the emotion I was feeling hearing and seeing the earthquake news. It was and still is utterly devastating, my heart is just breaking for all of the people affected. I guess when something like that happens the first thing you wonder is if you know anyone who lives there. I am 90% sure all the kiwis I know live on the north island but then for some reason I thought of you. I actually thought you lived in Auckland or Levin or somewhere? Anyway I typed your name into facebook and bang, there you were. At least I thought it was you, looks too young, but maybe you've just aged incredibly well? The school finishing year seemed right though. So in a spur of the moment decision i messaged you. Why? As I remember things you were pretty disgusted with me last time I saw you. I don't blame you, I behaved so very badly. I was a pretty screwed up girl back then, wasn't I? In my defence, I had just lost my father and I think a lot of it was in reaction to that. Anyway, regardless of all that, i just wanted to say to you that I am sorry for my bad form and I would be grateful if you didn't dislike me for it. Also I wanted to thank you for being amazing back then, I had a lot of fun going to bands with you and I am forever grateful that you made me buy that Chills album. My daughter is a huge Chills fan and she plays it often, I guess that's why you have been popping up in my memory recently. I really hope you are well and happy Mark and I guess I hope you have some good memories too. Dx
He wrote back! <3 p="">3>
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